tomorrow onwards will be a new life.


i don't want to write some oh-so-sad kinda goodbye entry, and i haven't been thinking much.


in any case, i've discovered that i remember things by emotion rather than event. it's like i can never remember anything clearly after about a few months, but when i try to recall, the feeling will come to me, instead of images.

and now i really miss some of these feelings.




like the coolest feeling of triumph when i manage to do my first backsomer, all by myself.



like the effect of someone's smile on me.




like the nice feeling of protecting somebody, whether that person felt it or not.



kind of dreading tomorrow, like i'm going to become somebody different again.


i wonder if my haircut was a omen. i shall get back my old hairstyle the next time :/

Katy Mills!! (:

my hair is fcking screwed, but that's not the point la k.

SO SMALL RIGHT! and she's super light compared to mun wai :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

how can that stupid 盐酥鸡 kiss my 霍彦!!!!


OMGGGGGGGGGG )):

shihua is right. she's super irritating can!!! AHHHHH i wish she died in the car accident -.-

where got like that ONE!!!! WAHLAU HOW THEY CHOOSE THE CAST ONE.

EEEEEEEEE MY 霍彦!!!!!!!!!!!

MY SECOND NIECE IS BORN!

and i watched the delivery :DDD

so amazing (:

TAIPEI!

the only place i've gone to, up till now, is the 7-eleven. AND I LOVE IT!

Hebe 与贺军翔的新鲜组合，卓看之下有些奇怪。也许习惯了，贺军翔吻的人永远只有杨丞琳。Hebe 饰演野蛮大小姐，有一点点的牵强，但小呢子的可爱仍威力不可挡。贺军翔演篮球王子，胜任有余。最触动本人的却是进入广告的那一段， Hebe 穿着礼服，贺军翔穿着西装，两人斗牛后，四目相对时贺军翔眼神里的深情，让我仿佛又看见了阿猛。

李威一头清爽短发，令我刮目相看；熟悉的江妈妈也是不小的惊喜。故事虽然有些牵强，但偶像剧还是魅力无穷的。美女帅哥让人赏心悦目，真期待第二集！



ohman i chanced upon 斗牛要不要 on youtube and got addicted. to my dismay i realised only episode one is out -.- sheesh. i will buy this series i don't care! hebeeeeee <3333

i wanna say sorry to whoever i have hurt/offended/been insensitive towards for the past 4 years of my life. it seems like, looking back at the conversations i have saved that i cannot believe came from me, i've been really ren4 xing4, insensitive, selfish and basically immature.

especially selfish.

it's sad to realise this too late, when some things are lost and probably never to be found again; but then as we step into another phase of our lives, i'm sure we'll all have many many great experiences that may or may not include each other, which doesn't matter.

as observed, many things have changed. for those who have had a hard time being my friend, i apologise.

i will try to improve, though you may or may not be a major part of my life anymore, which doesn't matter.

i sincerely hope you, if you know who you are (you've probably been troubled/angered/frustrated by me sometime, if not often, in the past) that all the unhapiness between us can be thrown away, because i think everything we experienced tgt really just makes up our dramatic and exciting lives (:

this post sounds a lil corny. i actually started out with the intention of writing to one particular person who was once an irreplaceable part of my life, but then i realised there are so many i seem to have dui4 bu4 qi3 before, so.


jiayou everybody! the future holds so much more experiences for us (:

note: this photo is NOT photoshopped! it's true so you don't have to confirm with meili, not at all! (: -crosses fingers- HAHAHAHAHA.

i connected a div routine! and i FINALLY got enlightened on back layout (: hooray.

BUT. fiona nearly killed herself and i had one of the worst headaches ever after training, up till dinner.

take care, fiona, and take it easy! ((:


tomorrow's sedili! and insurance is freaking cheap after the $50-风波 :D heyheyhey! i can't wait! sharing room with jas and hua, they better be careful at night RAHAHAHHA ((x

woo so exciting.

sunday's lunch with wanchee, dinner with fiona shin sher jess! (:


just worried for jlpt, ah but whatever (: