OBS!!!

okay. im one of those who seriously changed her mind abt obs, before and after. i admit.
its really damn fun.

right. i was in rajaratnam! and my instructor was daphne. first abt daphne. starting i liked her cos she seemed rather friendly. then i started disliking her and then hating her cos she was to serious and seemed to not like me. then after that she made clear of why she did those shitty things and i felt better. then i started liking her again cos the last 2 days she was very nice and i realised she was quite chio (x

first day! after introductions and admin stuff, we went to our bunk which we would not be staying in. that was becos we sort of wanted mobile and when daphne and kenn(our buddy watch's instuctor) decided to let us pitch bashas EVERY NIGHT. wunderful. but that was a great experience. certainly more xing fu than the mobile grps cos outside our bashas, just less than 10 metres away, was nice-and-toiletpaper-equipped-toilets. d: anyway, then we went kayaking. to learn, that is. we had lifevest test, then capsize drill, and then rescue drills. loved it cos it was great fun that did not strain my ankle and gave me a tan (: then we had meals at the cookhse, which was another lucky thing being residential (: even tho the food wasnt amazing, at least we didnt have to eat our own cooked food everday, which we would try a couple of days.

second day. woke up at around 5am so as to get ready by 5.55am for pt. PT! can u imagine? i was so scared they would make us jog or run. lucky it was some games and simple conditioning stuff. pushups (kneeling one, mind), crunches, backlifts (u noe..upper body of superman), half-squats and then heel ups. yeah. then we went for breakfast, which was the best of all meals of the day. we got beehoon! after breakfast we went to climb the Inverse Tower. we did pole climb and double dangle duo (or sth. i forgot.) me and blossom did the pole climb, and I WAS SO ECSTATIC REACHED THE TOP COS I RMB HOW XIN KU I WAS AT LEAD CAMP WHEN I COULD ONLY LOOK AT THE OTHERS DO ATHE ELEMENTS. hoo. took abt 15 mins? i dunno. anyway on the DDD weili and cherie spent 45mins struggling and eventually reached the top (x woohoo. the others went on after us too and had great fun (: then we got ready to trek 1.3km to camp 2 with bags abt 30kg each. it was only a half hour trek, but after that at night, my brown ankle swelled into red and daphne speedboated me back to camp 1 in like what, 3 mins? and had a talk with the medic there. oh yeah sue became sick in the day so she was sleeping in the medical center since afternoon. fever: 39.2 degrees. scary. daphne said she would be sent back to mainland the next day. anyway, i was announced ok to continue with the course (thank gdness) and we went back. everyone was asleep already so i just squeezed beside weili in the basha. darn cold night. anw, that day's dinner was our own cooking. we had curry porridge with chicken and mushrooms. pathetic. then we had a night walk which was BLOODY COOL cos they made us do tunnel crawling ALONE. and u noe, they made it sound reli bad, that those waiting were freaked out. lucky i was NOT in a yi shen yi gui mode that night, i only had faster heartbeat. budden, the crawling itself was very simple. TOO simple, in fact. u just go down a ladder, and crawl along a tiny pipe thingy by feeling around and then in no more than 2-3 mins u see light and kenn is waiting up there alr. i thought there would be a maze. it was really cool cos we all realised how stupid we were being so scared of such a not-scray thing. me discovered glowing twigs and leaves when we were waiting or the rest. turns out it was because they were decomposing, and not because i (and jess, she insisted (:) discovered a new species of plant or because sb splaseh glowing paint. lol.

3rd day! we had raft-making! and ours was a failure, sadly. gandhi's one was launched for mrs tan to see, and we were pretty disappointed. but, daphne cheered us all up with JETTY JUMP! and by the time we were up, dripping wet and happy, we were cheering 'cheers to our lousy raft!' lol. then we changed out of our wet clothes, and trekked again, this time 2 and half hours. it started raining after abt half hr, and almost half of us were to the brink of giving up. reali reali bad. i shall not remind myself anymore.

4th day. we kayaked from camp one, past camp 2, abt halfway around ubin, then back halfway of that halfway and across the bloody long channel to mainland pasir ris. we peed in te sea btw. call in all, more than 10km, 6 hrs. woohoo. and we were fast. dinner was maggi mee (at last!) and spicy!!!

5th day, woke up at 4.15am and everything was quite a rush. at abt 7 sth we launched our kayaks and went back to camp one in only half an hr. then it was a madder rush cos we were given only one hr to clean bunks, wash toilets, hang up groundsheets and ponchos, and bathe. in the end we had time extention of about 20mins and were one of the watches to be done. we had our last grp sharing, got our photos, paid for them and the lost jacknife, 2 iron pegs. then went to shop for sovenirs. i bought the black one which wenxin wanchee they all have. then lunch (last meal!!!) and closing. daphne was so happy to send us off ): owel, we did give her lots of trouble...

then i had another rush cos i was to meet zack they all for geisha! THE MOVIE TOTALLY ROCKS!!!!! OMG. michelle yeoh so chio. and the little girl...wats her name? very very very very very CUTE! and im not ashamed to say i cried like shit even tho the ending was happy. (';
yeps.

these 5 days?
seriously changed my yi li. (:

ok. i knew putting the matter at the back of my brain wouldnt work once it arises again.
dammit.

rite.
let's see who rmbs my birfdae.

...
i dun reckon. nope. let's just say i know alr. even if it is 'rmbed' it would be because somebody mentioned it.

how do i know?
i dont shed my tears when there is hope, you know.

Rules: Express your Love for SE7EN and get others to know more about you. ;D Copy and paste the following into your own blog and complete all SE7EN bullets of the SE7EN questions. Then, pick SE7EN ppl to pass it on! Have fun!

SE7EN things that make me smile:
1 *ahem!!!
2 s.h.e
3 nice-looking GPA
4 perfect back-somer T.T when was the last time....
5 wanchee (not a thing, but well.)
6 jessica(ahahaha!!)
7 russell peters jokes

SE7EN ways to win my heart (right now):
1 give me a really snug hug from behind
2 get *ahem to smile at me.
3 play blood or karma on piano for me
4 make a bed of autumn leaves for me
5 let me sleep on you.
6 take me flying
7 mebbe u can put a dimple implant till...

SE7EN things I believe in:
1 my mum
2 my dad
3 my sis
4 my bro
5 myself (for now)
6 teo (:
7 jess (cos she can do it.)

SE7EN things I'm afraid of that are just BLAH:
1 death
2 pain
3 getting injured
4 an ugly GPA
5 creepy crawlies
6 growing up
7 2.4 run

SE7EN things i do everyday:
1 eat
2 breathe
3 sleep
4 turn on my com
5 think abt gays (and *hehehe**)
6 laugh
7 dream

SE7EN people I want to see right now:
1 ahem.
2 wanchee!!!!!!!!!!
3 the other seniors ):
4 muto sensei
5 my bro
6 mikana and okaasan
7 s.h.e

SE7EN people who should also do this:
forget it man.