1. why some ppl have time to actually process bohliao things and 'plot' against others? this has been a doubt i had for weeks. since rhumbia.
2. why do ppl think so complex? they just cant put themselves in other shoes and realise that stimes ppl do things outta reflex? chill men, im not toking abt u ;)
3. why do u all have to fuckin care abt who i choose to like or what i choose to support and believe in? i dun fuckin BELIEVE in what u believe so dun try to make me. it only makes me start to move from being neutral to being negative and freakin furious at your beliefs and 'principles' of life. i mean, sure, u do wat u want to, im not stoppin u or even COMMENTING; so dun u fuckin come and care abt wat i do anmd wat i feel.
4. why why why. did i make the wrong approach. was i overconfident. was i too fuckin unserious. i just cant capture the emotion anymore. im even too disappointed to face it again. dun try to guess pls, im trying to be GENERAL, if u havent noticed.
5. why do i sense (which probably is true) that im going into depression again? sorry gabu i cant help it.
6. WHY am i stressed over sth i cant even name. ok maybe i can name it. but this is the first time i aint toking abt it. that's serious. but im still not gonna tok abt it.

ok. i've temporarily fa xie-d my frustration. give me a hug, a pat, a smile. i think that's all u can do now. some things...解铃还须系铃人。