wakau. im dam sad. how come lidat one. just as it was getting hot and fuzzy there just had to be this fucking cold fog coming down on me. and that fucking cold fog is here to stay. leaving me trying to replay the hot fuzzy feeling by myself while shivering in the blardy cold. oh god. unfairness. im the one who needs this hot and fuzzy feeling. u give me some, and leave me to rot in my depression, but gave the whole treatment to some ppl who just go "yeah, i experienced it," kinda nonchalent crap when i would have went "OMG YES IT WAS THE MOST WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE, EVER!"

**HI!!!!!!! I'm pauline's wonderful bestest senior like EVER!!!!! The next person who's gna say smthng here is the retard Jessica. Go ahead Jessica!!

**Hi! I"m NOT a retard! I'm the smartest person in the WORLD! smarter than clara, smarter than paul, smarter than EVERYONE! hahahhahahaha

LOL. ok that cheered me up abit. (x
im gonna persevere man. u're gna give it to me one day i tell u. and that day i'll savour it like nobody ever did. one day, man. u gotta admit.