let me refine my stand.

when i cursed the matter, i wasnt cursing the people involved.

i was cursing the whole hooha and the fact that we have to retake the bloody test again, which, i learnt today, will NOT be easier to do. unless you count "more manageable" as "easier".

and i was feeling ok liao...after our english teacher sought our understanding.

then she had to add:

"Please don't go spread to all your friends from other schools (or to the rest of the school too, she said earlier), it's nothing big about this." or something along these lines.

that got me pissed again.

well, if it's a mistake, a most bu-ying-gai-kinda mistake, i do not see why we have to keep it under the folds wraps (dammit my english sucks). of course, i know she didnt mean it that way, but it does give me the impression, however vague, that if the blunder was not a blunder but a glorifying thing...no teacher will go "oh, it's just a small accomplishment, please don't go spread to all your friends in other schools."

like wtf?

this is what i bloody hate abt this school.

you dun like it, fine. dun act like you like it and WOW, bask and soak in the glory we bring and give an "oh-yeah-these-are-my-girls" kinda aura.

okay. that's rather out of track but wtv. im agitated, and so there.

am i making sense? i hope i am, cos i cant think straight when im angry.

ps: i owe an apology to mel. sorry for screaming at you. and chen, sorry for screaming at you as well. ahh....i must control my stupid, overflowing mouth.