this is with regards to colinkero's negative commenters as well as the brokeback mountain notice on the gb board in school. there is no offence meant towards any religion or person. dun read this entry if u would prefer to stay with the happy and sweet and basically so-so pauline lee.

on hindsight with regards to my latest comment rebutting some anti-gay person, i think i should not have used the murderer analogy cos its inaccurate. i realised this when i thought back pissingly at the gb notice.

now, murderer's beliefs or actions are not right, because they harm others. this is the same for ppl who abort. philosophical, but basically still kills lives.

on the OTHER hand, gays are abt gays. themselves. their own business. the world population is going over the limit so it doesnt really have adverse effects on the humanrace anyway.

for those commenters, it's really pointless and i think they are just going to make more ppl pissed. i mean, their reasoning isnt even sound! see the anatomy comment. see the animal homosexuality comment.

i really respect ur religion, ur belief. dont try to change what i think, what i feel, cos u cant and i wont. this applies to this stupid thing abt vulgarities too. yes, it reflects how UNSOPHISTICATED i am, i am doing it on my blog, my space. even if its a public space. why? because i am not directing it to anyone. mebbe to myself. i have cursed at ppl before, but that was when i was still stupid (to let them catch me doing it). even if i do swear at someone, do u see me TYPE OUT HIS/HER name? im polite when i need to be. im casual when i can be. and im obscene and rude and dirty-mouthed when i can, when i want to, when i need to. so there. point made. for those whom have been offended by my curses, an apology.

now abt things me and my friend want to say to each other or do to each other. of course it's mutual right? since so, u shouldnt care wat we say to each other, or what we do in that photo, so long its us and u are not affected. if u get extremely agitated and trembly from it, then GO AWAY. this is abt us, not u.

then comes the prob of ppl using us to justify their actions. now YOU are the one who got into trouble. YOU are the one who did all those things. not us. we have been doing it for so long, never lost a single strand of hair, and there u go, telling the governor that 'oh, those 2 freaks say mushy things to each other, so can i!' wtf?! you're doing it with sb who doesnt want to. so dun come and give us trouble when the governor come and tells us off for doing sth for ourselves. it's our blogs, our frenster, our space. a space where we can do what we like because it is a space where u can choose not to enter. so dun think u are right just cos u choose to enter our zone. and dun think u can get the same consequences as us. no u wunt, because u are modifying what we're doing.

joe dallas (if i rmb correctly) said in the gb notice that brokeback was similar to the abortion issue. well, it isnt. if u are homophobic, then stay away from gays. u dun go bashing up gays and then justify ur action cos u are 'removing evil from earth'. the abortion thing is like at the other end of the spectrum. a life, innocent life is destroyed. ok, im fine if u feel like punching this particular woman who aborted or sth. its like hanging a man for murder. thats ok. thats retribution. but u dun go 'burn u faggots' and expect us to be quiet abt it.

if it is reli wrong, the one in charge of punishing will do it. not YOU. just cos u are a policeman doesnt mean u can go fire a gun at every murderer or rapist or wtv crap. it the same.

the argument is reli pointless, but if u guys insist, u're just gonna lose our respect for u, and even worse, lose our respect for ur religion. that's not going to be fair to the reli nice and kind ppl who are also of that religion. cos those ppl are reli nice and sweet.

so stop preaching to us. or 'reason with the word of -insert name of ur god-', as one commenter insisted. gb notice, fine, it's ur board, i've got nth to say except my opinions. but on their blog, in their lives? u've got no right to say all these and expect us to nod our head obediently and 'reflect' on our 'disgusting beliefs'.

period.

again, i highlight that this is my opinion with all the evidence i could find. i support racial and religious harmony and of course, harmony of that aspect. i reli want to keep the balance. 井水不犯河水, OKAY?