Wednesday, July 05, 2006
triple-blow today.
first. i walked into class as usual, and suddenly blossom came up to me and said: "alpha died." i gaped at her. she wasnt the kind to joke about these kinda things, but i sincerely hoped that she was joking at that point in time. i took one look at the the goblet and my heart sank, as was the body of alpha. i always thought fishes floating dead in water were the most dismal sight a fish-lover could see, but i changed my mind. dead fishes in water, whether afloat or sunk at the bottom on top of colourful ornaments that one personally chosen for the creature, are a distressing sight.
now, i make a correction. four blows today.
anyway, back. it was bad. we took it to the toilet and put it into the small container. blos added water and unfortunately that made all the rotting skin of alpha to peel off like soggy tissue paper. after recess we buried it.
second. happily shooting questions at mr tay during physics. suddenly i heard: "....last lesson today?" and mr tay was nodding and affirming it. i gaped. prodded joyce and asked if i heard what i heard. apparently i did. but never mind, i thought, might as well just enjoy the last moments of his teaching.
third. then, an alarm rang and everyone was momentarily stunned. mr tay ran out of the class to clarify if it was a fire alarm at the same time when the class groaned in unision. well, yes, it was a fire drill, and i was trying to differentiate between the various extents of piss, anger, sadness, devastation whamming in my brain while on the way down to assemble, all the while slightly hyperventilating and i think scaring joyce. when we reached and i was on the way to get into queue, i saw hua, went to hug her but all of a sudden i remembered everything and started crying on her shoulder. i think i scared hua jas and xiner, and amused the seniors standing beside us. sorry and thankyou hua. and xiner and jas.
and now, just a few minutes ago, my fourth blow. im crying again. i deleted my father's records while trying to burn them into a cd for him because the fucking cd overwrote the first batch with the second batch, which means one shit document causing 8 other documents to be gone forever. i am freaking pissed with the computer, the cd, and feeling fucking guilty about it.
how am i going to fall asleep tonight.
first. i walked into class as usual, and suddenly blossom came up to me and said: "alpha died." i gaped at her. she wasnt the kind to joke about these kinda things, but i sincerely hoped that she was joking at that point in time. i took one look at the the goblet and my heart sank, as was the body of alpha. i always thought fishes floating dead in water were the most dismal sight a fish-lover could see, but i changed my mind. dead fishes in water, whether afloat or sunk at the bottom on top of colourful ornaments that one personally chosen for the creature, are a distressing sight.
now, i make a correction. four blows today.
anyway, back. it was bad. we took it to the toilet and put it into the small container. blos added water and unfortunately that made all the rotting skin of alpha to peel off like soggy tissue paper. after recess we buried it.
second. happily shooting questions at mr tay during physics. suddenly i heard: "....last lesson today?" and mr tay was nodding and affirming it. i gaped. prodded joyce and asked if i heard what i heard. apparently i did. but never mind, i thought, might as well just enjoy the last moments of his teaching.
third. then, an alarm rang and everyone was momentarily stunned. mr tay ran out of the class to clarify if it was a fire alarm at the same time when the class groaned in unision. well, yes, it was a fire drill, and i was trying to differentiate between the various extents of piss, anger, sadness, devastation whamming in my brain while on the way down to assemble, all the while slightly hyperventilating and i think scaring joyce. when we reached and i was on the way to get into queue, i saw hua, went to hug her but all of a sudden i remembered everything and started crying on her shoulder. i think i scared hua jas and xiner, and amused the seniors standing beside us. sorry and thankyou hua. and xiner and jas.
and now, just a few minutes ago, my fourth blow. im crying again. i deleted my father's records while trying to burn them into a cd for him because the fucking cd overwrote the first batch with the second batch, which means one shit document causing 8 other documents to be gone forever. i am freaking pissed with the computer, the cd, and feeling fucking guilty about it.
how am i going to fall asleep tonight.
7:59 PM
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