Wednesday, August 16, 2006
changing seats tomorrow...joyce's far away... T_Tjust chionged finished math assignment! missed watching jin san soon with my sis and mum as a result ):
nvm nvm.
haii. a very...numbed sort of day...
i mean, sad things happened and irritating things happened but all the impacts seemed to be so dull i cant really remember what they are.
it's not a sad day, not exactly, but it aint a happy day either.
but nvm, im used to it! (:
i should jolly well stop this nonsense and wake up.
my sense of dread was confirmed.
you'll never appear there again.
i tried seeking for some sort of comfort from you, but not only did you not give any, you just kept mentioning things that hurt me. not that you were aware of it, i think.
but i recall all the times you had been nice, all the subtle hints that i may have misinterpreted; and i just cannot stop the hobby of thinking of you. i cant believe how deep i have sunk in. the first thing i think of when i wake up is you. obsession, thats what it is.
yet, you either dont know or dont care.
but its ok. i will survive. just as how i have been surviving.
10:12 PM
YYYYY