Why am i so tired.
you are becoming a drug
Yesterday
it felt so wrong, yet right to be near you
Had dental checkup. Dentist said that to put braces, i will need to pluck 2 teeth from the top and 2 teeth from the bottom. to all brace-dentisits: go eat shit la. where got lidat one? Ask yourself la, your teeth, however the slightest untidy, still chew and bite and grind ALL your food for you. for the sake of LOOKING GOOD, you go PLUCK HEALTHY TEETH OUT?! siao! if you could somehow dun pluck out, i would have considered going for braces cos my bro said it will be easier to maintain next time. to me, it's not worth it and not parallel to my values. things that help me, make me feel good, i'll take good care of them and treasure them.
a daily dosage of you doesnt seem to be enough anymore.
of course, i dont mean that those who pluck teeth for braces are sinners. their perception is different, mindset is different, and maybe their teeth are different too. extreme cases do happen. and if they are willing to sacrifice their teeth for a better look, i've got nth to say.
i'm so tempted to make physical contact
for me, i see no point. the dentist said that my teeth and gums were healthy, the only prob was that i had calculus (or sth i dunno wat he said) in between the untidy teeth. it did feel uncomfortable when he cleaned them off, but comparing to plucking my loyal teeth out, tying wire on the rest, allowing some stranger to pull and yank on them and paying them thousands of dollars at the same time, it's just chicken feed. why dont i spend these few thousand dollars on such cleaning then?
any contact
this is what i feel la. not saying vanity is wrong, but to me...yeah you get the point.

THEN, orals!!
but we arent making much progress in that direction
was a lil nervous due to the first grp telling us that mr jtoh was very strict and all, but relaxed considerably after seeing him eat chocolate and laughing with us. nevertheless, i was trembling the whole time i was up there. anyway, he had a funny smile on his face when he saw my script xD was good, and he said "that's a good point." when my brain suddenly cleared and i found what to say. ^ ^ hope it was as good as how fun it was.
i want to be closer to you than anyone
MR TOH IS NICE.

THEN, i tried doing work. at 8.10pm my eyes started drooping. i cleared up, cleaned up, and proceeded to sleep at around 8.35. t'was a pretty good dream at the end,

AND TODAY IM STILL SO FREAKING TIRED.
but then again, i should be patient
SB HELP ME.