it's a very sian day. as in sian like wahkau-im-so-shitted-sian, rather than the im-bored-to-tears-give-me-more-work-to-do-sian.

but ok la, there were some fun parts in the day too, like ms lau shiting teaching me how to mentally multiply! woots she's so pro can! i'm gonna make her tutor me everyday until im as pro, if not pro-er, than her :D helping teo was quite fun too! it made me feel needed (yesh jess, i really felt that way ok) and anyway i wasn't in the jumping state of mind/body.

oh ya, jess finally got her sanzha. the uncle was so NICE! he actually came all the way to the gym just to ask her if she wants to buy the sanzha that just came. SO NICE! heh i koped one packet from her so THANKS JESS! i know how much ONE packet of sanzha means to you xD

but the rest of the day, namely the times in btwn the above mentioned, was quite..y'know.. SIAN.

i was fretting abt the huge pile of work in my file..

and things like c****** & i**** and the hopelessness of it all.

steph looked super sad today too. wasnt really lying when i told her that i was sad cos she's sad. somehow it's not right to see steph NOT smiling & grinning away.
i didnt dare go do anything much to her too cos i scared i make it worse or sth.

to all who are sad abt it, CHEER UP OKAY! i mean, i know it doesnt really help, but we all got to move on one day. she wouldnt want you to be so sad for her, would she? 节哀顺便, kae!