WONG WANCHEE YOU ARE MISSED TOO!

i hate being the captain. i hate being senior.

i hate screwing up my backsomers cos there's no senior to follow, no senior to nag and scold me.

i hate planning things. i hate being in charge. i hate being free labour. i hate setting examples.

i hate missing stuff for dumb rehearsals.

i hate the feeling of having to lean on the dead, hard and cold tramp instead of on the warm and retaliat-able you.


i miss having no work to do except jump, condition and be the gym clown + senior irritator.
i miss sec 2 year. it was the best year i had.

everything is becoming so robotic and plain shitty.

i miss you so much for this 1 year plus that i don't know how it feels to miss you already.

and there's nothing to boost me on, cos so what happens after i go jc?

you're not going to be there.

everything will just stay the same for 2 years.

then i lose everything again.


okay, i know i shouldn't be so emo. i just need to rant a lil ):

anyway, the main thing is:

I MISS YOU WANCHEE )':