我一直希望能让你开怀大笑的人是我，只有我。

你不晓得，你多次和别人玩笑时，我都在你身后努力的撇开自己的注意力。

你应该，没有像我一样不舍。

你应该，不知道你那时所说的，让我心中一震，脑海中忽然闪烁一丝希望。

你应该，与我有着截然不同的想法。



应该是吧。


要平衡好我们的关系，需要很大的努力。

现在我实在没精力去思考你的想法，但却又不由得会去关切你的一思一动。


明天，得换个方式了。


the above is a practice for my qing jing zuo wen, so just ignore it.

im stressed. im stressed. im stressed. im stressed. im stressed.
but not as bad as the start of the week. =/

it's been a generally lousy week, except that single nice routine yesterday.

i mean, i sat on bird shit. how nice is that man.

to all ppl, sorry for my lack of socialness these few days, im really very tensed up. after next week, i promise i'll resume my passion.

OH YA. IM DAMN PISSED OK.

WHERE GOT MUST IMMEDIATELY CHANGE SEATS ONE!?

WHAT KINDA LOGIC IS THAT?

"I don't see the difference whether you change now, or change later."

"THEN ASK YOU TO SUDDENLY CHANGE STAFFROOM CAN OR NOT."

ok, tchers probably can, but we can't.

sheesh. i'll just make more the same level of noise i'm making now, so there.

he's so biased against me la. oh well, shiting said i'm biased against our geog tcher too, so maybe it's just retribution.

wah, i'm so scared.