Looking back i realise that i've been real selfish.
It wasn't wrong for him to pursue his dreams. He didn't insist that mum stays back too.
It was me, forgetting that the world doesn't revolve around me; forgetting that i've never really been refused of anything in my life; forgetting that i was the one who agreed on the plan too.
i will not insist, or sulk, or complain anymore.
it feels like shit, but i shall not make it worse for everyone by making unreasonable requests.
i've already lost so many things; this pain doesn't really add much to the existing one, no?
i just need to focus elsewhere.
not that i have many "somewhere else"s to focus on.
10:03 PM
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