dear juniors, the following post is not a good example i should set. yes, i know i don't care, but i must first say that if you choose to read the following words, pls do not learn from me. i'm not a good captain. to the sec 4 gymmers, i'm sorry but i'm trying to manage all these. i won't neglect my duties because of this, i promise.

it'll be the death of me.




Is this how a captain should look like?

YES. THERE'S NO FRIGGIN PROBLEM WITH MY HAIR, WTH.

"N-no..."


You are the captain, do you think it's right?"

YOU THINK I LOVE BEING THE CAPTAIN!? THINK I SO FREE AH! THINK I GOT SO MANY EXCESS BRAIN CELLS TO WASTE ON ALL THESE THINGS THAT I CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO DO BUT I DO BECAUSE THEY CHOSE TO BELIEVE IN ME?

"No..."


Please go and do something to it.

I'M SO FUCKING STRESSED ALREADY I'M SUPPOSED TO BE RELAXED AND HAPPY CAN YOU ALL STOP MAKING ME BREAK.

"Yes.."


龚老师…我好难受哦。可不可以帮我骂她们啊？



that was the last straw.

let's just say i broke down. i broke down, OKAY!? I WAS SOBBING LIKE A PATHETIC FOOL OUTSIDE THE CLASSROOM, ARE YOU ALL HAPPY NOW!?


it totally RUINED my day. it was supposed to be A HAPPY DAY.


BUT NO! IT HAD TO BE RUINED. EVEN THE HAPPIEST THINGS MADE ME THINK TWICE.


YOU THINK BECAUSE I'M THE CAPTAIN MEANS YOU CAN ANYHOW SUBJECT ME TO YOUR STANDARDS!? YOU THINK I SHOULD BE HAPPY I'M CAPTAIN, AND EXPECT THAT I WOULD BE DEVESTATED IF YOU TOOK THAT TITLE AWAY FROM ME, DON'T YOU?

WELL, BIG FAT NO.

I'M NOT DOING THIS FOR YOUR SAKE, I'M DOING IT FOR THEM. NOT YOU, YOU LOUSY HYPOCRITES. OMFG IM SO DAMN ASSED SO DAMN PISSED.



AND YOU. OMGOSH WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU ALREADY SENT SO CANNOT CHANGE.

SO WHAT, CANNOT SEND AGAIN IS IT!

VERY HARD IS IT!??!?!



WHAT THE FUCK LA.



YES, I SAID FUCK. ARE YOU GOING TO STRIP ME OF MY POST BECAUSE I SAID A VULGARITY AND I'M NOT A GOOD EXAMPLE TO THE GIRLS?

WHATEVER, GO ON, I COULDN'T CARE LESS.



I THINK THE GIRLS WILL BE BETTER OFF WITH ANOTHER CAPTAIN ANYWAY.



OMYSHIT I'M SO DAMN ANGRY. I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE WTH. I SHALL CLOSE MYSELF FROM YOU. I HATE, HATE, HATE, HATE, HATE, HATE.