靠近一点点 - Lara

默默在你的身后守侯的我

多想看你不经意的笑容

或许我的心你不懂

我努力让你感动

在你眼中有多么笨拙的我

决不放弃追逐你的执着

只要你能再多些回应我

一个笑或点头全接受

能不能再靠近一点点

大声说出你所有感觉

别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界

温暖太阳为你迎接

能不能再靠近一点点

能不能再勇敢一点点

就算让我知道我永远只是单恋

我也会藏着感谢

笑着和你说再见

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

1. how much do i love going to school? THIS MUCH! (:
2. OCE!!! eh man sorry i neh hug/dote on you just now!! i was, uh, DISTRACTED! sorry sorry i love you a lot ok!
3. you noticed!! xDDDDD did you do that or did you not do that? lol. WHATEVER, i just love school. it's been SO long (x
4. chi lesson was a total waste of time. but i missed hugging joyce's arm while she tries unsuccessfully to yank it away from me ((:
5. geog lesson was so funny! our grp discussion, i mean. AYE I TELL YOU MY IDEAS ARE GOING TO BE WORTH SO MUCH MONEY OK! WHAT'S WRONG WITH TREETOP RESTAURANTS WITH GLASS FLOORS? AND A GLASS TUNNEL UNDERWATER? ok lol, i'm just brilliant.
6. i missed you, my lovely steamed egg!!!!!
7. girls school soccer is so pathetically funny. i mean, the playing area is SO small, we can't go for more than 30 seconds without an out. still, it's fun. AND funny.
8. tong and seetow sensei think that i will be in the entertainment industry next time too! hmm that's a thought.

okay. i better start work. HAHAHA all the stress has become INSIGNIFICANT again!

tomorrow, i tell you, tomorrow. it will be a more exciting day, i hope.

MY VERY FUNNY CONVO WITH STEPHANIE TAN AKA:

1. BUGS


2. STIFF


3. TABLE


4. TICKLISH


5. DRAGON


6. ROTI PRATA


7. ROBOT


8. ...


9. ...


10. ...

OMG I FORGOT 5 OF HER NICKNAMES. SEE LAH STEPH WHO ASK YOU GOT SO MANY. HELP ME RMB LEH!

ANYWAY, THE FOLLOWING 7 SCREENSHOTS ARE VERY RANDOM BUT VERY FUNNY. TO ME, AT LEAST. (: STEPH, AREN'T YOU HONOURED? THIS POST, ALONG WITH ALL ITS CAPITAL LETTERS, IS DEDICATED TO YOU LEH! YOU BETTER BE A NICE JUNIOR.

i read my diary last night.


i amaze myself at my childishness.

well, not that i'm not still doing that kind of dumbass things.



it's weird.


it's been 5 years.


can you imagine?

5 years.

more than 1500 days.



i can't even rmb the last time i saw you.



but when i look back at those silly rants in my diary, and when i looked at your pictures on your friendster a/c, i was pretty surprised to find myself thinking that,


wow, you're still looking so great. i don't regret the foolish things i've done because of you. i mean, if you were still around, i think i would have continued going nuts over you.


it's a weird feeling, because... it's just over, y'know.

it's the kind of relationship that can never be rewinded and restarted.

and it kind of pisses me.


i was so unsure.

when i look back at it, PURLEEZ.

there's no doubt abt it can.



well. not that i would have done anything different.

you, obviously, didnt do anything abt it either.


it's a shame.



i can vaguely feel the feeling i used to have when i saw your smile.



IT'S SO DAMN WEIRD.

i think your smile is the only smile i really loved in the past. i dunno, maybe i still love it now.

i mean, i'm in love with another smile now...i just didn't expect to feel this way when i look at a 5-year-old-smile.


not that i'm emo or anything now.

it's just a great shame, a shame that it has just faded off into this: nothing.


i think...


if i were to meet you again, i would still be nervous,

excited,

captivated.


now that's a scary thought.


i thought i was over it?

how funny, paul.






ok, fine. i miss you. i miss the times we had tgt.


and you know what? i think my hair is much nicer to pat now.

sorry baby, and sorry mum, for making you (her) vomit in the morning.



i had great fun today (: thx jas hua xiner cherie for coming and the cute present! (hehe i'm hugging it now. haha dunt worry i'll return it to her la!)

SPECIAL MENTION TO AH GIM:

she likes it xD

THANK YOU FOR THE EFFORT. WAHHH SO IMPRESSED SIA.

shit damn sleepy but have to go fetch my sis from airport later. zzz.

ps: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIN TOO! haha she probably wont see this but whatever.

i'm slacking my hols away, but nvm! time passes the fastest when you're slacking, and that's not bad.

although i'll miss my mum and niece...but well, nth i can do abt it so no point dwelling on it!

school school school. i miss school (: but all the work x_x

toodles. need to poo.

ps: JIA! send me photos (: oh and amoeba ARE animals. some scientists think viruses and bacteria are animals too. so we don't really know whats the smallest animal.. hah sorry ah! my mistake! :D wahlau, how can i think amoeba are PLANTS!? sheesh.

forgot to mention!!

i've heard 遇上爱 THREE times on the radio!

how cool is that la? (: maybe it means sth xP


遇上爱


我问爱情有没有站牌

有没有线索可猜

我问邂逅什么时候来

我该用什么心态

等一份情走进下个现在

让未来有惊喜意外

相信盼爱的平凡女孩

不须再平凡的等待

遇上爱那一天

有个他能思念

想像谁把涟漪放我心里面

遇上爱某年某天

两人之间

用默契相连

从那天

我就会

许下愿

心锁总有把匙能开

是巧合还是安排

对的时间和对的人try

感动一定会很快

迪上爱某年某天

有个人能思念

决定把我整颗心寄放他那边

HAHA!


new skin!



it's so pink.....


I AM NOT turning bimb.


i just like the feel of this. AND the pic is nice.


JUMP! i'll miss the tramp a lot, a lot, a lot.


i did not do ANY work today! (: but i fried 22 gyozas all by meself xD

AM CURRENTLY VERY ANTI-SOCIAL FOR VARIOUS REASONS.


anyways, good to note:

June 1: completed my first sudoku. -.- yes, i know. go on, laugh.
June 3: I MADE MY NIECE SLEEP. VERY FIRST TIME WOOTS.


yup. this entry is just to ppl whom i've not talked to much. I AM ANTI SOCIAL at present!