sweet sixteen! ahha now me and jasmin know HOW to make you happy liao :D

LOVE YOU, CHERIE!! <3

my whole day was ruined because of ss ): first block somemore lehh!! ));

it's just so disappointing; i thought i could do it. but no, after reading i was so caught up by that dumb assumption i used in my intro, my thoughts were like they went through some blending machine. right after my intro, i panicked and i nearly broke down right there and then. but i only just managed to steel myself and continue to write. i couldnt change the assumption anymore cos it's just there already. i just had to keep harping on it!!! ARGH! so yes, it was the lousiest feeling. crapping on and on, not even knowing what the hell i was arguing about, trying to block out the urge to cry, feeling my hands sweating and freezing in the bloody air con room.

you may say, no la i don't even know whether i did okay or not, but:

BOTH SOURCES SUPPORT MY STAND LEH.


wth!? that's why my excitement turned totally into a nightmare.


i thought i could manage it, partly because you said i could improve, and partly cos the day before i was feeling so confident and clear about all the points.

all the effort i put just crashed down in that miserable one hour.

all the expectations...

i'm so sorry, i feel like some idiot. i dunno what i did wrong. perhaps, i was too stubborn about being for ft.

okay, but then again, it's over.

i won't know what i'll do or feel on monday; maybe i'll feel better if i rant to you and you tell me the usual things ppl say when sb does badly for a test. but now, it's over, and i shouldn't harp on it anymore. it didn't do me any good for the test so yeah.


let's talk about the happy things then!!


yesterday, then. it was goooooood. like omgggg. it was like, perfect? the way you did it?


today. man, first thing in the morning. i can't believe it man. this is like the perfect week (up till ss test, of course); coolness sia. it's getting so much more 灿烂; but then that's probably because i'm delusional la. ((:



after slogging through the rest of the day as the sky cried for me and i tried to focus in the lessons, finally school was over and me cherie and jasmin went out to binge! :D

ate pastamania. saw the rain-lookalike whom we saw when we went to sentosa for class gathering. turns out he smokes. kau all the good impression went down the drain the moment i saw that.

browsed thru mags in cheers, then went to taka to eat ice-cream and buy donuts (me la, they either too full or dunt like the donuts). YAY HAY i got 4 donuts in my fridge for me to binge slowly xD

THEN, THEY BROUGHT ME TO THE TOY SHOP. OMG I FELT LIKE A KID AGAIN, only that my bag was super heavy and my shoulder ached annoyingly. so cool la. THEN ART FRIEND where i planned to buy certain things but then no stock -.- nvm, next time go there and browse thru slowwwly (without my annoying bag)

[gosh this post is damn long.]


then we went back to sch to watch band's farewell thingy; touching leh! aiya, no strength to type more liao, so... photos!

i thought my luck would have run out by today, judging by how MARVELOUS my monday and tuesday were.


so, i went through the day (and the horrid wait for recess to come only to be dampened further by a teacher who is usually very nice but dunno what happened to her today) without too much hope.



HAHA! but the best thing happened JUST BEFORE i got out of school :D

hehehe, i quote jasmin: "有缘千里能相逢!"



20-30 seconds of bliss that belongs to nobody but meeeee! xD hayhayhay~


ok, i'm quite sure my luck would have run out by now (: wtv, it's been good enough already :D



ps: OH but the day was not bad before that too cos i saw oce many many times (though she was here to see jiaa all those times) today and was so honoured to feed her her rice! (i better say this in case she comes to murder me.) ANDDDD it's JIAAA'S BIRTHDAY! in case you miss it, jia, your birthday post is down there!! ((:

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG


TODAY IS SO !!!!!!!!


OMGOMGOMGOMG




SIX TIMES OK. SIXXXXXXXX.


I THOUGHT YTD WAS GOOD. TODAY IS BETTER!!!!


OMGZZZZZZ.




SIX LEH!!!



AFTER SCHOOL ME AND JIA WALKED TO RTC AND ALL THE WAY WE WERE LUFFING AND LUFFING AND I THINK ITS THE ONLY WAY TO GET ABS WHILE WALKING xD YAYY JIAAA THANKEW FOR THE WONDERFUL TIME ^^ NEXT TIME WE SHOULD TALK MORE ABT YOU!



OHOHOHOHOH.




TIAN ARH, I'VE BEEN CHUCKLING AND SMILING TO MYSELF SO MANY MANY MANY TIMES TODAY; IT'S JUST KEEPS HAPPENING.



HAHAHAHAHAHA.


OK, THIS IS SO NOT COMPREHENSIBLE BUT WHATEVERRRRR (x I LOVE MY LIFE NOW. OHOHOHOHOHO.

ps: happy birthday wancheeeee!!! <3

gosh it's week 5 already.


and i sort of just registered that teachers' day is in WEEK 10. goshhhh how on earth are the sec4s going to cope. hahaha. i think we better do it early :/


AND the sickening thing is i have nth to do now.

okayy... i know i should study ss...which i will probably go do in a sec.. but what else is there?? sort of lost after my WONDERFUL 4 hour nap in oblivion.



today was sort of spent in varying periods of nervousness (cos of geog), tiredness (dunno what in the world made me stay up just to surf the dumb internet last night), and happiness + pleasent surprise.

ahhh it's good, this life is good.

but the fact that it's ALREADY wk 5, is NOT good. not in any sense of my life, other than the academic aspect.


geog presentation was not bad!! :D but it was not a nice feeling to know that the idea for an elevated restaurant wasn't unique to our group ): but still! the fonts of our ppt were screwed but i think we did well!! ((:


i was practically half asleep as i struggled to listen to what the listening compre person was saying during last 10 mins of jap class. got almost every qn wrong, but wtv :p


i'm still yearning to sleep now... but i should at least ATTEMPT to do sth right.

ok, i shall do my jap then go find the ss ppts! (:

finally we are getting SBQ again!! :D i miss you so.

PS: thanks xiner and jia for the er, SURPRISE (x



HARHARHAR i love this feeling (: