i know how cherie feels.

and now i know sometimes it's not like you can just stop fretting over sth just cos you know there's no point fretting.

yupp cherie, now i know.



sorry to everyone for losing control just now.

i'm ok, i really am.



i just irked myself so bad. of all subjects, i had to do that for bio.

i was so damn angry. i cannot believe it.

and mr lim was so nice about everything.


now, AGAIN, i'm tripping all over myself for bio.

when he's the teacher i really want to prove to. that i'm a good student. a good, uber good bio student who listens to his lessons so attentively i can't believe it sometimes.



okay, that just sounded like i crush mr lim or sth.


whatever. i piss myself SO BAD. dorghh.



all the pain.

and the worry.



but i swam 2km today! hopefully, the exercise will do me good.

hopefully.