so the last test is over!
despite many things that are keeping me busy, the sadness and disappointment just comes in random bouts.
i had convinced myself that it's ok, there is somebody else to be there anyway.
then it just had to happen to that person too.
it's ok.
it's just damn tiring to push on when all the motivation is gone.
sheesh.
i'm so screwed up.
11:11 PM
YYYYY
