tired, but just had to write this.


so, it has gone and passed.


there wasn't any overwhelming emotions, but the heavy feeling followed me around today.


i thought i'd be fine tonight, considering how tired i'm supposed to be.



but typing out the exco of art gym 2008 in an email, i am suddenly (finally) hit by the urge to cry.


i'm going to leave them behind soon.



dear juniors, although i did not take on the job of captain happily, it was good to lead all of you, even though i did not do a good job. denise may not have felt this way; the strange mixture of worry that you guys will go haywire without my constant annoying shrieks and nagging, but the sureness that you guys will do just fine, even better without me.

the support, tolerance and love you gave me, i know.

i thank all of you from the bottom of my heart.




a year ago, i would never imagine i would wish that i could stay here just like this.

a few months ago, i thought it would be hard.


now, i realise it's even harder than i think.