one miserable goal; all losing games. but,

ms tan gave us two big boxes of cadbury chocs too! super chio boxes.

i guess mr ow's treat can be counted as a present too la hor.

not like sb.

what more can i ask for?

i have a great family, wonderful friends, etc.


though sometimes i get greedy enough to wish for more & more, i have to admit that i'm very 幸福 now.

of course, i could ask that i can stay like this, here, forever.

不过享受过不是已经很好了吗？要懂得珍惜、知足。


今天不也是明天的昨天吗？

i haven't been so delighted for ages :D

manda, hua, jas and i had a very cool day out together.

1. netball prac
2. breakfast at macs at ps
3. fun with my niece at rtc
4. bowling at rtc
5. lunch at heeren (role exchange! rofl!!!!)
6. hunt/walk at paragon (continued role exchange; esp funny btw me & jas, or jas & me, depending on how you look at it.)

actually we planned to have dinner tgt too, but i had to go back so.. ): we were so tired we couldn't even walk and talk at the same time.

when i got onto my dad's car, i realised to my horror he planned to go for the lantern thingy at chinatown. but it wasn't that bad, we didnt go down into to the crowd, only saw the procession from the overhead bridge, so not so tiring.

and this morning, i woke up ACHING! :D very mildly, but this is the first time since i dunno when xD

and then. i fried gyozas, and promptly decided to break the vinegar bottle. and my niece, at this very point in time, decided to SHIT. AND, my mum, believe it or not, was upstairs & my dad was out. SO i panicked.

right. planned to finish 3 chi papers today but i havent even started on the 2nd one. pui.

it's a screwed day.

i even broke the battery flap of my camera.

i'm so sick of the way my life is changing into.

2 weeks are almost over.


been going on a really crazy roller coaster ride of emotions.

it's like one day i'm super happy and i go home all floaty, the next i'm super disppointed and i go home all broody and pessimistic.

ok let's talk about school life now, less frequently filled with happiness than before.


chinese. i think it's kind of funny to know that we have around 15 more papers to do before our O's in wk 8. i mean, if you think of it as 15 x 2 hours = 30 hours = only slightly more than one day's time, it's pretty little. BUT, it is not. i also dunno how i feel about it now, i just come home and do and do and do. kind of makes me forget the frequent disappointments, y'know. sigh, i hope i do well.


math is OKAY la. ms ko's been sick for the past 2 days; she looks super frail and sickly today. i wonder how she manages being HOY and a math teacher, bearing in mind that sec4s have math almost everyday. honestly, math is like the least of my worries now? ):


analysing talk! ms lim is a nice teacher in class. i emphasise the phrase "in class". she can release us like 45 mins early, plus like 2 breaks in between? but..i kind of gets the feeling she's not like that out of class. the topic's quite intresting la, but the technical terms and explanations are SO FREAKIN SIAN. so i usually tune in to her funny anecdotes, basic stuff, then sort of zone out now and then.

law & punishment! HA. HA. HA. i guess it wasn't how i imagined it to be. i imagined it to be 20 hours of heated discussion about whether capital punishment should be allowed or not. okok, i know that's a lil too far-fetched. so, other than the occasional outbursts (to tease mr ow, or to release a not-very-funny answer from my big mouth), i kind of zone out sometimes too. AHA but shihua and me managed to get shhting into out group (plus hongchuan! heehee i feel so paiseh to break them up.) and SO WE CAN GO SHHTING'S HOUSE TO DO OUR PROJECT WORK! :DDDDD heehee. which translates to: TO DIGRESS FOR AT LEAST 3 HOURS. but until then, looking at the option blog, i just feel sianness.


envt bio! FUN. despite the mosquitoes and hot sun and horrible slope and endless staring into the patch of green mass trying to look for plant V or plant K etc, it's fun. reminded me of doing the transect on the rocky shore at dalefort. ahh. i was so different then. AND AH, MR OW HOR. AIYOYO. (ROFL ask me if you're curious; i'll see how much slips from my BEEG MOUTH :D)


that's it. my niece is cute but i'm always so tired and caught up with other things that i can't play with her for more than short periods of 10 mins or so.

this entry is so factual. sighh. withdrawal symptoms.

hahahaha.

i'm disturbed.


BUT THEN!



some things still feel good no matter what.

i. hate. windows. live. messenger.

clara says we can appeal :D

OHGAWD IM SO DAMN ASSED.



YOU DON'T NEED TO BE SO EXTREME RIGHT.


OH GOODNESS ME.



arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I AM SO FRIGGIN DISTURBED.


I AM NOT GOING TO PAY TO GO TO M'SIA WITH FOOLING WHEN I DIDN'T CHOOSE AZAHAR'S BRIDGES FOR ENGAGEMENT.



PEOPLE, I'M GOING INTO PROTEST.

ANYBODY WANNA JOIN ME? MAYBE WITH MORE PROTESTS, WE CAN CHANGE CHANG'S MIND. WTH HOW CAN PUT US IN A MODULE WHERE WE HAVE TO PAY!?

PEOPLE DON'T CHOOSE IT FOR A REASON LOR KNS!

TMD 3 CLASSES SOMEMORE WHERE GOT THIS KIND OF LOGIC.


OHMYGAWD.

I. AM. SO. DISTURBED.

如果說我們相遇是個奇蹟而美麗愛情不是瞬間流星

我早已寫好劇本等你參與陪我演下去

如果最後我們平行前進我還是會等你

一個我一個你兩個人的世界太美麗

曾經以為不管多孤單都只能一個人去走完

但這一刻有你我多安慰如果你願

我會用盡所有力氣去守護著你給的愛情城堡

一輩子讓你聽見我的心跳