today we were just stoning outside staffroom. and anggayleng came by. shihua was like loudly and very audibly sighing away and making irritated sounds. i hate her too, but still, i couldn't seem to bring myself to do that! shihua, i salute you! i'm so jia3 xing1 xing1 stimes i get so annoyed by myself -.-


my niece cries & wails when either my mum or dad walks away. she never does that for me. i think. she loves playing with me, but i guess that's where the attachment ends.

it's the same with the people around me anyway; i'm just a loudmouthed, amusing friend who can probably entertain you at least for a couple of hours. i can never do much except some feeble attempts when a friend feels down, or in need of support. loudmouthed i am, but stimes this kind of thing is impossible to express properly. i say the wrong things at the wrong time, although the person doesn't show it, on hindsight i always feel that i shouldn't have done it.

it's ok de, wo xin zhi du ming.

fan zheng, jiu lian ni yan zhong, wo ye mei shen me zhong yao de di wei.


ying gai fan xing fan xing yi xia hor. hao xiang, wo de "an quan ju li" strategy tai zi si le.

today so suay. but then, am going to miss envt bio fieldtrips ):


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